The Mountains we have to climb

 Yesterday was a rough day. The weight of everything, getting only three hours of sleep each night, and feeling lost without any solid answers came to a head and I crashed. I felt a range of emotions including frustration, worry, fear, and anger, not at God but at the situation, This resulted in my being grumpy and not treating my dear sweet wife with kindness. She is carrying so much and I feel terrible for not showing her the love she deserves. But, after another sleepless night and prayer, I have once again come to rely on the Spirit that helps me settle my feelings and emotions. Regardless of what happens, our Heavenly Father in Heaven is aware of the details of our lives. He is with me and “I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me” Philippians 4:13.

Tomorrow we meet with the Oncologist and hope to get more details and the plan moving forward. We really don't expect to have every question answered, but a plan will be put in place that will take us closer to those answers. We will get through this with the Lord's help.

I know this is hard but the Joy at the top of this mountain will be greater than we can imagine.

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